I mean, the first “hard time” we were faced with, you took the quick and easy way out, and that wasn’t very fair of you.To be honest, I think it was you, who was the hypocrite. You say I didn’t care about you when obviously I cared more than you ever could and more than I should’ve cared in all honesty.

I wish I could’ve been that for you because you should know that I’d give anything to be with you. And despite everything you and I said to each other in those last few hours of this “relationship” and afterwards, I still hope you find the person of your dreams, someone with less “problems” and more confidence, someone who is less “hypocritical”, and someone that can keep you happy longer than I did. Anywho, thanks for putting up with me and my “issues” for so much longer than you probably should’ve.Įvery second with you was worth it. But you probably know that better than anyone else, I mean it’s why you broke up with me after all. I wish I could break up with myself and walk away from these problems, but I can’t, and that’s why I’m such a “bad person” I guess. I get it, I wish I didn’t have to deal with it either. I’m sorry my “mental health” needs work, and I’m sorry you didn’t want to deal with that anymore. I’m sorry we couldn’t get through the hard times and I’m sorry I made you “uncomfortable”.

Me! The person who only weeks before, you would have told anything to. And then I didn’t text you for two days after we agreed to be “friends”, and yet in those two days, I lost your trust? You wouldn’t even tell me how. Maybe our relationship could’ve made it through that hardship (or at least ended the relationship as friends) if you had just talked to me instead of shutting me out then blaming everything on me because that was a dick move. Those seven months we had were great, maybe not in that last month when you started shutting me out. I’d like to start by saying that I hope you’re happy. I’m writing this more for me than you it’ll supposedly give me closure (more than you did anyway). I can’t fit everything I wish I could tell you in one letter, but I’ll try to fit all the important stuff. You thought you had gotten rid of me, didn’t you? Well, I actually have some things to tell you.

Have a nice life